Uncooperative

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So I have been 'out of commission' for some time now, well around 3 weeks to be precise. At first I was so exhausted from sleep deprivation the concept of sex was the very last thing on my mind.Then after a little longer I felt my interest start to wane, something in my mind was accepting this lack of intimacy and making me want it less and less. Since the birth of my daughter (9 1/2 months ago) I have had no drop in my libido although the instances where my husband and i had enough alone time to relieve our lust were few and far between we still managed to fit a quickie in every now and then. Until the last two months where my body has decided to be completely uncooperative and be out of action for 3 weeks at a time with a month off in the middle. These long stretches of forced abstinence have been playing havoc with my mind, never before have I been so completely uninterested in being touched then wanting it with every fibre of my being, but able to be satisfied this lust usually dissipate or turns inward to frustration and anger. This might also have something to do with the epic case of writers block I have been experiencing. Fingers crossed everything sorts itself out soon so I can be ravaged or I might loose my mind completely.