Sunday, 25 December 2011

Merry ChristmAss Everyone!!

Well I hope everyone is having, or will have a fantabulous day!! Merry (and sinful) Christmas!!





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Thursday, 22 December 2011

"Oh Christmas tree, oh christmas tree..."

Phew! I didn't think I was going to make it this week!! Keeping with my seasonal theme here is my contribution to this weeks Wanton Wednesday!! I love how this photo turned out, especially the contrast between the spiky tree, shiny and iridescent baubles, with the smoothness of my skin and ribbon. Anyways I hope you all enjoy!




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Tuesday, 20 December 2011

Holiday TMI Tuesday



1. What will you be celebrating? If it isn’t a commonly known holiday or celebration (i.e., Christmas, winter solstice, Hanukkah, Kwanzaa) briefly tell us about it.
We shall be celebrating Christmas. This year is my daughters 2nd Xmas so its brought more of the old excitement back to us scrooge-y adults!
2. What’s your favorite Christmas or holiday tune?
I would have to say the only Christmas themed song that I can truthfully say I like is "Fairy Tale of New York"
3. If you are giving or receiving gifts this holiday season:
- What’s the gift you most want?
- What do you think is the best gift you are giving?
SLEEP!! That is the only gift I want and need this year!!!
Hmmmm....probably either the hair crimper I'm giving my sister, or the complete box set of The Hitch-hikers Guide to the Galaxy for my husband....
4. If you could spend this December holiday season anywhere, where would that be?
Somewhere quite and cold....so lets say a deserted (except for the staff) luxury resort, surrounded by beautiful snow covered mountain... not sure of an exact location...
5. Your family has announced that the holiday celebration & get-together will be at your home. You think to yourself:
a. Yes! Finally…the more the merrier.
b. I don’t have enough room for all of you, but let’s rent a hall and you all get hotel rooms.
c. Over my dead body, I don’t want you freaks in my house.
d. Hmm…I wonder if it’s too late to book a flight to anywhere, leaving on Christmas eve?
Definitely C or D!! Blegh I couldn't think of anything worse than my house being INVADED by my family *shudders*
6. Have you ever given a fruit cake as a Christmas gift or a gift at all? Do you even like fruit cake?
I don't think I have ever given or recieved Christmas cake.... I have however cooked a super traditional Christmas cake (fruit cake, covered in marzipan, covered in royal icing and decorated) this year!! I cant wait to eat it!!!
Bonus:  Share with us one of your holiday traditions.
Hmmmm we don't really have any traditions that we do every year... the closest I can think of is going to look at peoples Christmas light shows on their houses?? Doubt we will be doing it this year though...

Monday, 19 December 2011

So Called "Purity Test'

Your Ultimate Purity Test 2.0 Score Is...
Your Score:Average For All UsersAverage For All Bisexual Liberal Married Pink-Skinned 23 to 29-Year old Females
(109 total)
Dating15.38%34.58%17.25%Gone steady
Self-Lovin'39.39%60.64%43.37%When I think about you - or anyone - I touch myself
Shamelessness50%77.28%56.14%Puts 'em on the glass
Sex Drive54.76%75.02%53.6%A fool for love, but not always
Straightness0%39.41%8.34%Knows the other body type like a map
Gayness1.85%77.48%33.86%Makes Dr. Frank-n-Furter look tame
Dominant46.67%86.42%70.2%Whips people into shape
Submissive53.97%86.67%64.79%Bound and gagged a few times
Fucking Sick76.53%89.67%76.02%Refreshingly normal
Total Score42.4%73.55%51.65%
Take The Ultimate Purity Test 2.0
and see how you match up!


(By The Ferrett)

Sunday, 18 December 2011

'Tis The Season!

Mucking around with Christams tree decorations I realised that they would sit on my nipples quite happily so I just HAD to take a photo. So here is my first Christmas themed Sinful Sunday for the season!! I hope you enjoy and it puts a smile on your face! 





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Wednesday, 14 December 2011

On a whim: Lace, Leather, and Spikes

I was very unsure whether I was going to do a post this week, I haven't been feeling fantastic of late. Eyeing off my new (unworn) underwear I decided to take a few quick photos to see what they looked like. In my opinion suspender stocking should always be worn with heels or boots so I fished out some old 'whore heels' to finish off the look! 













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Monday, 5 December 2011

Tweaked

This is a very late Sinful Sunday post! I was so excited to try these when the arrived in the mail a few weeks ago. Then one again life got in the way and they were forgotten. Finally this morning I decided to try them out. Wow do they feel amazing!! Looking forward to using them again very soon!




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Wednesday, 30 November 2011

Showing Him

Yesterday a package arrived for me from a fantastic lingerie website and I couldn't wait to try some of my new goodies on! I loved how my breasts looked though the mesh of this dress/gown/negligee. I had to give my husband a quick fashion show and from his reaction I am definitely looking forward to being able to wear it again soon!





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Sunday, 27 November 2011

Light

There isn't really any story behind this photo, I just loved the light in my old bedroom (at my parents house - I'm here cooking a massive Christmas cake!), so I thought I would take a cheeky photo for this weeks Sinful Sunday!! I love the way my skin seems to glow as the light reflects off my chest.





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Wednesday, 23 November 2011

Role Swap

My wonderful husband is not usually a dominating person when it comes to sex. I have always thought he would be quite good at it and have a fantastic time if only he was given the chance. Oh boy was I right!! The day after these photos were taken my whole body ached!! 





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Sunday, 20 November 2011

Doing as I'm told

So I had been told I needed to do a photo shoot of below my waist! Luckily my daughter was having a sleep so I quickly put my new purple lacy panties on and got set up! Afterwards I sat for a long time trying to decide whether I should post this photo, I had many others that were not so explicit (found here), but seeing as I am meant to be learning to like my more curvy/intimate areas I decided to go for it!! 







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Wednesday, 16 November 2011

Experimenting

So finally I have a camera and tripod rather than my iPhone and a mirror!! To celebrate this occasion here are two of my favourite hands free photos from the last few days! I hope you enjoy.








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Tuesday, 15 November 2011

30 Days of Kink Project

Through my blog perusal I have come across the 30 Days Of Kink Project many times (I got this one here). I have always found these questions for blog posts interesting so I finally decided to complete my own 30 days! Each day will be linked to the post as I write them.

30 Days Of Kink

Day 1: Dom, sub, switch?  What parts of BDSM interest you?  Give us an interesting in-depth definition of what that means to you. Basically define your kinky self for us.

Day 2: List your kinks.

Day 3: How did you discover you were kinky?

Day 4: Any early experiences that, in retrospect, hinted at your kinks?

Day 5: What was your first kinky sexual experience?  If you haven’t had one yet, talk about what you hope to have happen.

Day 6: Describe your weirdest/most interesting sexual fantasy.

Day 7: What’s your favorite toy?

Day 8: Post a kinky image you find erotic.

Day 9: Post a kink related song or music video you enjoy.

Day 10: What are your hard limits?

Day 11: What are your views on the ethics of kink?

Day 12: Tell us about a humorous BDSM/kink experience you’ve had.  If you haven’t had one, talk about 
aspects of kink/BDSM you find funny.

Day 13: Explain as best you can what the appeal of kink/BDSM is to you?  Why are you drawn to what you’re drawn to?

Day 14: How would you say real life BDSM/kink varies from fantasy BDSM/kink?  If you haven’t experienced real life BDSM/kink how do you think it might differ?

Day 15: Post a BDSM/kink activity you’re curious about and would like to try.

Day 16: What are the most difficult aspects of having a sexuality that involves kink or BDSM for you personally?

Day 17: What misconception about kinky people would you most like to clear up?

Day 18: Any kinky/BDSM pet peeves?  If so, what are they?

Day 19: Any unexpected ways kink has improved your life?  If so, what are they?

Day 20: Talk about something within kink/bdsm that you’re curious about/don’t understand.

Day 21: Favorite BDSM related book (fiction or non-fiction)

Day 22: What do you think is important in keeping a BDSM relationship healthy?  How does it differ from a vanilla relationship?

Day 23: Since you first developed an interest in kink, have your interests/perspectives changed?  How so?

Day 24: What qualities do you look for in a partner?

Day 25: How open are you about your kinks?

Day 26: What’s your opinion on online BDSM play?

Day 27: Do your non-kink interests ever find their way into your kinky activities? If so, how?

Day 28: How do you dress for kink/BDSM play?  What significance does your attire have to you?

Day 29: Do you have a BDSM title (e.g. mistress, master, slut, pig, whore, princess, goddess, ma’am, sir)?  What is your opinion of the use of titles in general?

Day 30: Whatever BDSM/kink related thing you want to write about.

Thursday, 10 November 2011

Feeling Brave

I've been feeling a little braver with my photo taking so I thought I would take advantage of the mirror in our spare room. Hope you enjoy!!




HNT_1

Wednesday, 9 November 2011

A room with a view

The weather closed in and turned nasty, pendulous clouds threatened to surge and consume our poor little house. My day had been horrible, extremely tiresome, thoroughly trying, I decided to recline in a super comfy chair, put my feet up on my favourite footstool, enjoy a yummy glass of wine, and watch some television! 


Mmmmmmmm such a tasty view!


The beautiful footstool pictured can be found here



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Sunday, 6 November 2011

No rest for the wicked

I will set the scene. I'm at my parents house alone. My mother has taken my daughter for a walk so I can have a rest. Now do you think I can sleep?? Of course not! Inspired by a  wonderful blog post by the gorgeous Molly (found here)  I decided to take the opportunity to continue with my rehabilitation through photos (more here) towards love and acceptance towards certain body parts! This particular 'photo shoot' has definitely helped me like my arse again! 

I hope you enjoy my very first Sinful Sunday post!!!










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Saturday, 5 November 2011

Beautiful Again

An interesting realization found me today after doing a quick photoshoot for my tumblr feed. I actually like me arse!! Not only that, I think it's curves are sexy and highly appealing. For some this may not seem like a massive deal but I've never really liked my rump, and after gaining baby weight, which I am struggling to lose, I have had some serious issues with various parts of me body. I'm very excited with these new feeling of approval.

Once more unto the breach, dear friends, once more...

Photo courtesy of Tumblr 


I have really been struggling with so many things. I just don't know how to push through and come out the other side. Always being strong is starting to get old, never just collapsing and giving in to what's going on. I'm not sure if its doing me any good just keeping on going. I hate feeling like I need to vent and whine, even though I know its healthier in than out I just can't bare feeling of being so pathetic and lost. 

So here it is:
I struggle to see the beauty of my post-baby body.



Its not that I don't believe I am attractive to others, I just don't like what I see when I look in the mirror. I hate my stretch marks, my double chin, my thighs, the expanse of my arse, but most of all I despise my stomach. Don't get me wrong there are parts of my body I still love, I have glorious breasts, beautiful eyes, and I have learnt to adore my thick (now very long) wavy hair. I know that weight loss after pregnancy is a long and laborious process, doubly so because I had severe pre-eclampsia (HELLP syndrome) and had some serious swelling/water retention so the weight loss is made slower. I am just so sick of being patient, but I will once more be strong and pick myself up again. I am just worried that all this repression is starting to leave a serious dent in my mental state, and I hope things start getting better soon.

I miss the old me.

Wednesday, 2 November 2011

Wanton Wednesday: A brief interlude

Recently I have been doing some serious battle with my personal demons. Because of this I have been feeling thoroughly unsexy and generally gross. Feeling a little risqué whilst at my parents house I ducked off for a quick play and photo shoot. I hope you enjoy!!








For all those who are wondering, yes that is me on my parents bed! It felt insanely naughty!



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Wednesday, 5 October 2011

Wanton Wednesday - Fluorescent Repose

For some reason I seem to have acquired far more courage for my Wanton Wednesday photos! I am definitely game to bare parts of my body that I don't regard as my most loved parts.

I have been meaning to take some photos in my favourite suspender belt. But instead of going with the classic seamed or fishnet thigh highs I decided to show a little more personality!

I hope you enjoy!









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Wednesday, 28 September 2011

Wanton Wednesday - I'll suck yours if you suck mine!



This week's W.W. is a little more explicit that previous entries! My husband and I had an insanely good time trying out my new strap-on. He does love to suck my cock so very much.



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Tuesday, 20 September 2011

Forced Processing

courtesy of tumblr


I am going to apologise in advance for this post. I have been mulling so many things over for the last few weeks I just need to get them out so I can process them properly.

I have been struggling with depression and an anxiety disorder for many years now. Sometimes it seems to fade into the background for months at a time, leading me to believe I have finally gotten over it all. Alas they usually return with a vengeance when I lease expect it.

I think the depression started first, it kicked in when I was about 16. At the age I had my first major betrayal when I discovered my best friend had been using me for years and never really wanted to hang out with me in the first place. Thus began the first niggles self doubt and loathing.

Now everyone has these feelings of inadequacy every now and then but mine came into full force when I started studying for my 7th grade violet exam. Previously I had always been awarded High Distinctions and so my internal voice decided to inform me that unless I continued to get this insanely high results I was a complete and utter failure. Sadly these new, more intense thoughts turned my mild teenage depression into a full blown anxiety disorder coupled with relatively extreme self harm.

Fast forward 5 or 6 years. I was now having panic/anxiety attacks every night which I coped with by self harming and abusing pain killers. There were several suicide attempts and a complete disregard for my own health and safety. I'm surprised I didn't contract any diseases or get raped. Then I met Ross, I just added him one day from a alternate social networking website, little did I know he would one day be my husband! As my online relationship progressed and became very committed I felt compelled to reveal my secret side to my mother.

She did not react in the best way, and essentially made me feel worse about what I had been doing. I begged her to help me find some help, which she did. The counseling definitely helped and has given me some great coping skills. But the depression never really left, and I still find myself reaching for a blade when I just can't seem to turn my mind off.

I don't like that I constantly berate myself, feeling like a failure when I know I have so much! It just feels like every time I am feeling much better something happens. Either of my own accidental doing or something is said by a so called friend that pulls me down lower than I was before. Why can't I win and just be content? I don't have to like myself, I would be happy with not hating. I just don't seem to be able to win, lack of sleep is definitely not helping, but it seems so hard to overcome all of this right now. I just want to feel free and not care what others think or say about/to me instead of just pretending.

For my husband and daughter I won't give up yet. Maybe the day will come soon where all will be better, when all these issues of mine will be gone for good.

Monday, 19 September 2011

A to Z of me!!



A. AGE: 26

B. BED SIZE: Queen!

C. CHORE THAT YOU HATE: Vacuuming!! I hates it with a vengeance and it makes my back ache


D. DOGS: I love them but currently we have no puppies


E. ESSENTIAL START TO YOUR DAY: A glass of water


F. FAVOURITE COLOUR: PURPLE




G. GOLD OR SILVER: Most definitely silver


H. HEIGHT: about 5'6" I think


I. INSTRUMENTS THAT YOU PLAY: I have been playing violin since I was 7! I have also played piano and double bass in the past.


J. JOB TITLE: Private violin teacher




K. KIDS: One gorgeous little girl


L. LIVE: In Sydney with my husband and daughter


M. MOTHER'S NAME: Maureen


N. NICKNAMES: Bubbles...don't ask


O. OVERNIGHT HOSPITAL STAYS:  not a huge amount...maybe 3 or 4


P. PET PEEVES: Incorrect use of grammar!! Also leaving empty containers around the house


Q. QUOTE FROM A MOVIE: Hello my name is Ingo Montoya, you killed my father, prepare to die...




R. RIGHT OR LEFT HANDED: Righty


S. SIBLINGS: One younger sister


T. TIME YOU WAKE UP: Whenever my daughter wakes me up


U. UNDERWEAR: Sometimes


V. VEGETABLE YOU HATE: Eggplant! Ew ew ew ew ew!!


W. WHAT MAKES YOU RUN LATE: My daughter


X. X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: Um quite a few... at least 10


Y. YUMMY FOOD YOU MAKE: According to my husband I make 'many yummy foods'


Z. ZOO ANIMAL: Tapir!!!!

Wednesday, 14 September 2011

New Toys - LELO Luna Beads!


My latest purchase from [Adultshop Australia] was LELO's Luna Pleasure Bead System. I have always liked the idea of buying some form of strengthening device for my PC muscles, so after asking all my wonderful twitter friends what they recommended I bit the bullet and bought the most expensive and most beautiful pair of orgasm balls on the website. I waited with baited breath for them to arrive the next morning (woohoo Australian Express Post!). When they arrived I was in the process of driving to my parents house so sadly I couldn't try them out instantly. Feeling cheeky I decided to try them out at my parents house. I read the instructions carefully and chose the lightest set (pink), after applying a very small amount of the included lube and a bit of a wriggle they were in place. They were comfortable but I was definitely very aware of them. Then I decided to take them for a test walk about, thats when the jiggling began. Oh my goodness it is such a delightful sensation! Trying not to giggle I wandered around the garden enjoying the sunshine and subtle jiggly feeling deep inside me. Now I have to say I didn't really think I was getting much of a workout while wearing these, I will definitely be upgrading to the heavier beads (blue) next time, I did get the odd massive clench feeling but it was definitely not what I was expecting. However after I removed them (I wore them for about an hour) my PC muscles had most definitely had a very good workout! I felt the (not unpleasant) tiredness/tightness after effects for about 30-45 mins after I had removed the beads. All in all I would most definitely recommend the splurge for these very stylish, comfortable orgasm beads.