Light

There isn't really any story behind this photo, I just loved the light in my old bedroom (at my parents house - I'm here cooking a massive Christmas cake!), so I thought I would take a cheeky photo for this weeks Sinful Sunday!! I love the way my skin seems to glow as the light reflects off my chest.

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Doing as I'm told

So I had been told I needed to do a photo shoot of below my waist! Luckily my daughter was having a sleep so I quickly put my new purple lacy panties on and got set up! Afterwards I sat for a long time trying to decide whether I should post this photo, I had many others that were not so explicit (found here), but seeing as I am meant to be learning to like my more curvy/intimate areas I decided to go for it!! 

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30 Days of Kink Project

Through my blog perusal I have come across the 30 Days Of Kink Project many times (I got this one here). I have always found these questions for blog posts interesting so I finally decided to complete my own 30 days! Each day will be linked to the post as I write them.

30 Days Of Kink

Day 1: Dom, sub, switch?  What parts of BDSM interest you?  Give us an interesting in-depth definition of what that means to you. Basically define your kinky self for us.

Day 2: List your kinks.

Day 3: How did you discover you were kinky?

Day 4: Any early experiences that, in retrospect, hinted at your kinks?

Day 5: What was your first kinky sexual experience?  If you haven’t had one yet, talk about what you hope to have happen.

Day 6: Describe your weirdest/most interesting sexual fantasy.

Day 7: What’s your favorite toy?

Day 8: Post a kinky image you find erotic.

Day 9: Post a kink related song or music video you enjoy.

Day 10: What are your hard limits?

Day 11: What are your views on the ethics of kink?

Day 12: Tell us about a humorous BDSM/kink experience you’ve had.  If you haven’t had one, talk about 

aspects of kink/BDSM you find funny.

Day 13: Explain as best you can what the appeal of kink/BDSM is to you?  Why are you drawn to what you’re drawn to?

Day 14: How would you say real life BDSM/kink varies from fantasy BDSM/kink?  If you haven’t experienced real life BDSM/kink how do you think it might differ?

Day 15: Post a BDSM/kink activity you’re curious about and would like to try.

Day 16: What are the most difficult aspects of having a sexuality that involves kink or BDSM for you personally?

Day 17: What misconception about kinky people would you most like to clear up?

Day 18: Any kinky/BDSM pet peeves?  If so, what are they?

Day 19: Any unexpected ways kink has improved your life?  If so, what are they?

Day 20: Talk about something within kink/bdsm that you’re curious about/don’t understand.

Day 21: Favorite BDSM related book (fiction or non-fiction)

Day 22: What do you think is important in keeping a BDSM relationship healthy?  How does it differ from a vanilla relationship?

Day 23: Since you first developed an interest in kink, have your interests/perspectives changed?  How so?

Day 24: What qualities do you look for in a partner?

Day 25: How open are you about your kinks?

Day 26: What’s your opinion on online BDSM play?

Day 27: Do your non-kink interests ever find their way into your kinky activities? If so, how?

Day 28: How do you dress for kink/BDSM play?  What significance does your attire have to you?

Day 29: Do you have a BDSM title (e.g. mistress, master, slut, pig, whore, princess, goddess, ma’am, sir)?  What is your opinion of the use of titles in general?

Day 30: Whatever BDSM/kink related thing you want to write about.

Feeling Brave

I've been feeling a little braver with my photo taking so I thought I would take advantage of the mirror in our spare room. Hope you enjoy!!

No rest for the wicked

I will set the scene. I'm at my parents house alone. My mother has taken my daughter for a walk so I can have a rest. Now do you think I can sleep?? Of course not! Inspired by a  wonderful blog post by the gorgeous Molly (found here)  I decided to take the opportunity to continue with my rehabilitation through photos (more here) towards love and acceptance towards certain body parts! This particular 'photo shoot' has definitely helped me like my arse again! 

I hope you enjoy my very first Sinful Sunday post!!!

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Beautiful Again

An interesting realization found me today after doing a quick photoshoot for my tumblr feed. I actually like me arse!! Not only that, I think it's curves are sexy and highly appealing. For some this may not seem like a massive deal but I've never really liked my rump, and after gaining baby weight, which I am struggling to lose, I have had some serious issues with various parts of me body. I'm very excited with these new feeling of approval.

Once more unto the breach, dear friends, once more...

Photo courtesy of Tumblr 

I have really been struggling with so many things. I just don't know how to push through and come out the other side. Always being strong is starting to get old, never just collapsing and giving in to what's going on. I'm not sure if its doing me any good just keeping on going. I hate feeling like I need to vent and whine, even though I know its healthier in than out I just can't bare feeling of being so pathetic and lost. 

So here it is:
I struggle to see the beauty of my post-baby body.

Its not that I don't believe I am attractive to others, I just don't like what I see when I look in the mirror. I hate my stretch marks, my double chin, my thighs, the expanse of my arse, but most of all I despise my stomach. Don't get me wrong there are parts of my body I still love, I have glorious breasts, beautiful eyes, and I have learnt to adore my thick (now very long) wavy hair. I know that weight loss after pregnancy is a long and laborious process, doubly so because I had severe pre-eclampsia (HELLP syndrome) and had some serious swelling/water retention so the weight loss is made slower. I am just so sick of being patient, but I will once more be strong and pick myself up again. I am just worried that all this repression is starting to leave a serious dent in my mental state, and I hope things start getting better soon.

I miss the old me.